I want to thank some of my blogging friends (as well my loyal sister/follower), who left nice comments for me yesterday when I was being a little too angsty (there's a red squiggly line under that word, but I'm using it anway) about the whole blogging business. Today I feel compelled to look only for JOY in the process--and I know where to find it, because whenever I talk about my husband, my granddaughters, or art, that's the primary emotion I feel.
Yesterday, I was going through a binder filled with sketches I'd done in my youth, looking for a good one of my high school boyfriend (who also happens to be my husband). Some years ago, I found a treasure trove of my old drawings from middle school and high school-- including the 1975 red ink sketch of my main man that I added to yesterday's post--stored away in rotting boxes that had been removed from the attic of my childhood home decades earlier, when my parents downsized to a condo. Some of these vintage not-exactly-masterpieces were done on nice art paper, some were done on lined loose leaf paper, and some were drawn hastily in the margins of notebooks. I slipped these pieces of my past into plastic sheet protectors and put them in a big binder, where they would be saved for posterity (or future laughs, or whatever).
I'm so happy now that I kept all those precious works of art and archived them with a healthy dose of TLC! Because I found one little charcoal drawing that just about blew my mind.
As I was returning that red ink sketch of my hubby to its allotted spot in the binder, another drawing caught my eye and I was taken aback. It was of a little girl's face in profile...and it reminded me so much of my twin granddaughters! Although the twins are just over 2-and-1/2 and the girl in the drawing is obviously supposed to be several years older than that, the resemblance is almost eerie. (Or maybe it isn't; family, does this look like the twins--maybe Cutie Pie more than Bonny Babe--or is it just me? Especially from the mouth up?)
When I was first dating my husband in 1973, at 15, the four youngest siblings in his family of eight (who were between the ages of 3 and 8 at the time) got wind of the fact that I liked to sketch faces, and when I visited at their house they used to steal me away from their big brother with requests of, "Draw me! Draw me!" I drew their sweet little mugs so often that my mother claimed every face I drew from then on, whether I meant it to be or not, was a "Pearl face."
Of course, like any teenager in love with the boy she just knew was "the ONE," I used to imagine what our future children would look like, and many of the drawings I did reflected that. I can just see myself sitting down to sketch this little girl back in 1976, when I was a senior in high school, and thinking, If we have a daughter someday, she might look like this.
So I suppose this face was a "Pearl face," even though I don't believe any of my husband's younger sisters posed for it. It was a glimpse into the future--but not into a future that included daughters for us. It was a glimpse into a future with granddaughters (three so far), who most definitely have their Papa's Pearl blood flowing through their veins. Granddaughters with the Pearl name...and Pearl faces.
I love this! You draw so beautifully! Do you still draw a lot??
ReplyDeleteI don't draw all that often, but seeing these old sketches is getting me in the mood. I've been working on that ABC picture book for the girls, but that's it.
DeleteHey, I found an old sketch I did of you in the binder. Do you want me to blog about it? :)
DeleteThat would be so cool!
DeleteHow cool that you saved these! And that you didn't do them on looseleaf like most of the sketches done around here.
ReplyDeleteOh, lots of them are on loose leaf, too. But I usually had sketch pads around at home, so some of them are on nice paper.
DeleteDefinitely looks like the twins! How uncanny!
ReplyDeleteDad and I think so, too--but son #2 didn't really. (He said from the nose up.)
DeleteI agree with Dan...from the nose up. The chin in the drawing is not like the twins at all
DeleteI agree with the nose up as well. It does remind me of the other one you did of Aunt A, though!
DeleteOkay, so tonight I turned Cutie Pie's head and stared at her side profile, and I realized that her chin IS kind of like this one! Ha! Prophetic.
DeleteSo Dad and I aren't crazy?...We both saw her in it.
DeleteI am in awe of your raw talent. I am a terrible visual artist. But you have a gift.
ReplyDeleteWhat a nice thing to say! I really only like to draw faces--people are the only subject that really interests me. I'm not good at still lifes or landscapes or any of that other stuff.
ReplyDeleteThis was a reply for Madeline--forgot to hit that "reply" button. :)
DeleteIs this the picture you drew of me in red ink on the college ruled paper?
ReplyDeleteNo, that's a different one. This one is charcoal on white paper. If I remember correctly, I really think this was a "What would our daughter look like?" deal--not meant to be any existing Pearl, but definitely with some features very similar to yours! ;)
Deleteit really does look like the twins...so cute.
DeleteNed is amazed and wishes he had some of your talent.
ReplyDeleteThat's a nice thing to say. (By the way, I miss you both. Every now and then, I get an e-mail from that Chippewa Valley bus service I used to take from the airport...and I think about all those visits at your place with nostalgia!)
DeleteI surely think it looks like the twins and of course Annie and Margy when they were little
ReplyDeleteLots of Pearl in there, I guess! ;)
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